This afternoon I went to court for a PL trial. It is a temporary ruling for the financial obligations of both spouses in a divorce settlement. Today, the Master was offering his recommendations, and as expected, he ruled in favor of my ex-wife. I sat there unemotional, thinking that no one can really hurt me, and if I can’t afford to pay what they are expecting, then so be it. I am not a miracle worker, and I know better than anyone the reality of my situation.
But while returning home, I began to contemplate what took place, and I started to feel the hurt take over my body. I could not come to terms with how someone that I had supported for 10 years could be so ruthless and manipulative. The ruling was completely unfair to me, and I know in her heart she knew this, but her ego is such that she would rather swallow the poison of injustice than accept the medicine of spiritual equality.
Once the ruling was complete, I just stormed out of the courtroom, not wanting to talk to anyone, especially not to her. I can not even bear to look at her anymore. For ten years, she abused me to no end, and now seems to be relishing the thought of driving a final “nail in my coffin.”
Tomorrow I take my daughter to an audition, and I hope that seeing her smiling face and watching her success will thrill me and heal my aching heart. She is truly the light of my life and the only thing that keeps me going.
I remain confident that Krishna (God) is my best friend and He will always be there for me till the very end. Although it appears difficult for me now, I know my suffering pales in comparison to the people of Myanmar or Darfur. I have many things to be thankful for, and I do sincerely appreciate the blessings in my life. There only seems to be one thing lacking and that is love. After a decade of torment and torture, my heart yearns for the experience of true love. I am seeking this through my spiritual practices, but at the same time, because I am still physically bound and illusioned by this world, I seek the loving experience in the lower energetic vibrations of this world as well.
I was at a party the other day, surrounding by truly wonderful people, all of whom I call my friends. Some of them, however, are very close and special to me. One of them came up and hugged me and said, “Please call anytime, we are here for you.” It meant a lot. That same night I spoke to another very old friend and confided with him of my personal struggles. He was silent on the other end of the phone and seemed to be lost for words. I guess it was all new to him. I am a very private person, and even my closest friends don’t always know of my challenges. I am sure it is the same for many people. Anyway, after a long pause, my old friend sincerely offered me his helping hand if I needed it. Just to hear your friends say these things is healing.
“Today, I delved into a fascinating book on Qigong massage, uncovering insights about Qi An Mo, a form of Qigong healing that emphasizes the flow of bioelectricity in the body.”
“”Understanding Qi massage begins with recognizing Qi as the vital bioelectricity that circulates within us, essential for maintaining balance and harmony.” Because it is electricity, it can be conducted or led through electrical correspondence. Actually, everybody has the ability to do Qi healing. To give an example, when people are sad, their Qi is Yin deficient. “By holding hands or offering a hug, you can transfer your Qi to nourish someone else, providing immediate comfort and emotional relief.” We have been doing this instinctively for a long time. The only difference between the average person and a Qigong master is that the latter has trained in Qigong healing, and can therefore be more effective. ” – “Qigong Massage” by Dr Yang, Jwing-Ming
“The world thrives on love, and this immense need starts at the cellular level within each of us, where Qi flows and nurtures our being.”
With love,
– Paul
FAQ
Q: What is Qigong massage?
A: Qigong massage is a therapeutic practice that involves the manipulation of Qi, or bioelectricity, within the body to promote healing and balance. It combines physical touch with energy work to enhance well-being.
Q: How does Qigong massage help with emotional healing?
A: Qigong massage aids emotional healing by balancing the body’s Qi, alleviating stress, and promoting relaxation. This process can help release emotional blockages and provide comfort during challenging times.
Q: What is Yin deficiency in Qigong?
A: Yin deficiency refers to an imbalance in the body’s energy, often resulting in feelings of sadness or fatigue. Qigong massage can help restore this balance by nourishing the body’s Qi and enhancing overall vitality.
Q: Can anyone practice Qigong massage?
A: While anyone can learn basic Qigong massage techniques, training with a qualified instructor is recommended to ensure proper practice and maximize the benefits of this healing art.
Q: What are the benefits of Qigong massage?
A: Benefits of Qigong massage include improved circulation, enhanced emotional well-being, stress reduction, and increased energy levels. It can also aid in relieving physical tension and promoting relaxation.
Q: How is Qigong massage different from regular massage?
A: Unlike regular massage, which focuses primarily on physical manipulation, Qigong massage incorporates energy work to balance the body’s Qi, addressing both physical and emotional aspects of health.
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